10/29/2005

Night Out Again!!!


Ok so tonight we went out again!! This time a whole bunch of us!! Even more fun than last time (maybe a little too much!! ;) ) No really...it was so nice to be with people you love and have them love you back with no strings attached! It really is AMAZING!!






I have to say its been a few weeks since I've talked to him. And honestly...as much as I want to talk to him, it's actually been easier for me with him not calling. Frankly, it shows me how much he "really cared". If you can "love" someone with all your heart (so you say) but can go that long without talking/seeing them.....really shows how much you really did "loved them". Things are getting easier (I never said it was great..), but I can now see a glimpse of sunlight.. I've got a long way to go still :(

10/08/2005

First Night Out Since....

Ok so...I know I haven't posted in a while...but I've been on the road to recovery!!! Tonight was my first night out since....hmm...sheesh...I can't even remember. But Some friends came up and we went out to Pete's Dueling Piano Bar! Had a blast!! Decided we would come back in a few weeks with a load of people!! (the more the Merrier!) It was nice to smile again...I might have even laughed a little! One things for sure...there were no tears today!!! And that my friend is worth more than you know!

Till next time~